So it's 7:00 and I've just gotten off work. I am sitting on the train in silence with all my thoughts from the Day the week and the month swirling in my head. A lot has been happening lately and I feel that my blog is going to become a journaling blog tonight so I can just get it all out.
1 year ago when ben shut the doors to his business I took on the role of sole provider for our family, I sure was not ready for that curve ball, but sure enough I stepped up to the plate. Ben has been working to pay off the business for the last year and I have kept my role as "sugar mamma"... Providing a house, paying off bills, keeping our house lit and warm, our cars running... Etc. Well a month ago ben found out the car lot he worked for was shutting down. Wow! Do u ever feel like you can never get a head in life? When I was finally feeling like ben and I were getting our stuff together the big guy up stairs throws that at us. I was hoping that we could try for a baby in a year or so.....
God always has his reasons. After ben lost his job I found out that he wanted to get out of the car business... That is news to me! And I'm his wife... You know the girl he lays next to EVERY night before falling to sleep, you think I would have known something like that!!
So blessing in disguise! Now ben is going to be starting a job at market star next Monday and we are going to get his butt back in school!
Well folks there's my life in a nutshell. It's really not all that bad I do like my job for the most part and do appreciate the friendship I have with my boss. I have a wonderful husband and 3 Great friends I can share anything with at work! I have a great family who loves me and 2 adorable pups
